OVer the RaInBoW

i am so damn fucking sick of you la.
you all are damn unreasonable lor..
even if you are wrong you won't admit your damn mistake.
damn the thing goes wrong,
looks wrong.
then you still insist that its right.
all becuz you want your stupid face.
to unreasonable people.i don't bother to quarrel with them,
you say its right then its right lor.
don't expect me to return a smile
after all your nonsense ,
after the mess you made.
you can go on bad mouthing me to others,
make me look like a bad person.
i've tried talking to you,
i've tried reasoning.
i've tried asking you in what way do i look like i don't care?
i've tried pointing out your hypersensitivity.
i've even hinted your biased view of me.
i've tried telling you if you even bother to look at things at the other end,
you will realise more, and you will see the real me.
not the one you have been badmouthing to your friends to.
why do i bother?
its becuz we are a family.
but now let me tell you,
i don't care liao...

i don't bother anymore,
i'll just follow behind your back quietly,
i'm not going to give my opinions anymore.
i'll just pretend i'm mute,
and just listen to you go on and on

i don't know why i even bother trying in the first place.

I am not angry about what happened just now.
i am mad becuz you don't seem to change at all.

you yell at me in public,
you critisise me.
you say you want face,
ok i give you face.
then what about me leh?
i don't want face ar??
you don't even know how to respect people,
and you expect people to respect you.

you shout me,
you embarrassed me.
you expect everbody to give way to you.

you don't listen to others,
i don't know how to live with you.
i don't want to wear a mask like someone does.
and act like i don't mind.

i don't care anymore even if the relatives and friends think i am a bad person,
i don't care.
if this is what you want them to think of me.
then let it be la..
i won't bother explaining myself.

i don't care anymore.

posted by iRiS2U @ 10:22 AM