OVer the RaInBoW

People only believe what they see,
what they hear,
despite the reason behind these incidents they witness.
The listen to one side of the story,
and condemn the one in the other side.
the person closest to me,
are saying these about me...
she is putting that image of me inside their minds.
who could have realised it was said in impulse.
and its this impulse that have a negative impact to me.
while others praise,
she comdemns.
others tell me what a good person she is you appreciate her.
yes she can be kind at times,
but at other times,she is not.
you don't know how much of a pain she can really be.
you can never see that side,
unless you are a family member.
now to think about it,
i feel so stupid and weak to take her words seriously,
and be defeated,
lose confidence.
when i was younger.
she was fun and loving at times,
but at other times, she is just a pain.
you say you hate her,but at heart you know you don't.
you don't say things to her anymore,
because she doesn't knows how to listen.
she doesn't knows how to keep secrets,
and in impulse she might even say it out in a quarrell.
as a tool to condemn you even further.
she doesn't respects your feelings,
and expect you to respect her like she's the queen.
i just don't know how to,
i tried convincing myself.
excuse me,Stop all that noise and reflect.
god as she will.
when you point out her mistake,
she will go ya la ya la..you are always right and i am forever wrong.
what is this?
even people of her age tells her you are still child, despite your age.
how can you teach another?
sigh there are tons of stuffs that i can write about her.
but because she is part of my family,
no choice but to accept.
she can continue talking,
the others can continuie hating.
i don't care as long as i know what i am doing,
my consience is clear,ok liao.
no matter what others talk about

posted by iRiS2U @ 1:39 PM