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complains complains...

well,firstly..bear with me for a while la...
i spend chrismas in my aunties's house..don't get me wrong,i9 had fun!though not much activities,but i had turkey...etc..wait!i shan't say too much about it yet..i'm planning to leave it for my next post.

my cousin..
we use to get along fine..until he got so hyper sensitive and competitive...or perhaps he is already like that in the past,it 's just that i didn't realise it...i dunno, i mean..he just has comments for everything,like that time when my dad and my uncle ,and aunts were talking about wine and whisky i think..i mean it was just a free disscussion and he had to talk as if he is fighting a law case in the court..his sarcasm and stuff ..puts me off.Probably this is part of his personality,i mean every one has a good and bad side.he is a nice guy ,like he likes to poke fun joke around...ya.but sometimes , the way he behaves ar.seriously...
today i went to his house ,and i asked him for the directions to the toilet ,i forgot to call him kor kor...i think he mistook me for bring rude and not respecting him...but i do...he is elder anyway,wanted to explain things to him but can't be bothered la...don't want to make thingts worst....
sometimes,i mean even if the matter doesn;t concerns me.but when you witmess ,the way some people treat others,you will feel disgusted.maybe the reason they are acting like this is because of plain childishness(which i will not blame the person much..because everyone goes through this stage,in cases like this i choose to ignore the person,unless he or she goes too far),or perhaps they are just plain mean..i mean it's weird how someone can feel good after they made someone else feel bad.you teach people the way you want them to treat you....i mean don't these people actually reflect on their actions?
i guess it's hard for someone to step in others shoes,see from their perpective,i mean sometimes, even i am having trouble with this..no one is perfect afterall...

we all have bad points but do we allow these bad points to continue to exist and probably say"i am like this what...."this is just an excuse la...please...or do we change?of course we have to change! i noe this fact for quite sometime liao,but whether i,or maybe you all too actually act to it,it's another story...well any way,at least i realised it and now, i am trying to correct my bad points ....may take sometime,but it's better then never.

My dog
my family have this really old labrador,called simba.he is about 10 years old....actually yes i admit that he doesn't looks as good as the other dogs....but it's not because we abuse him,i swear.probably it's due to old age,and cleaniness ba...he likes to lay out doors,so probably the dust and stuff..yah...my maid who looks after him says it's because of his sitting position that cause the injury on his arm....but whatever reasons...i feel really bad about it,and i admit i have not really noticed him.....it's my fault .
but we do take good care of him,and trust me he is having a really good life in my house..eating good food,sleeping,and running about.... really...i just feel really bad about his arm,it looks really bad....so sorry simba!

as for the other dogs,they are damn spoit la....i mean imagine..they eat expensive food,sleep in the air con room,sigh.haha..

i should treat simba better..i mean feel so bad... but surprisngly after i blogged this matter out,i feel much better..and trust me peeps,i would not blame you guys ,even you rant vulgarities at me after reading this entry..i feel really bad about my self too....

posted by iRiS2U @ 9:59 PM