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upset

this i guess best describes my mood now.things have turn from bad to worst..but i am looking in the bright side though..when i am up set , i would cry,after that, i feel much better...haha..actually sometimes, i find it queer that i rather be the person who is hurt by others rather than i hurt people...cuz i guess if i hurt others ,i will feel very guilty and hurt by my own actions..i mean i will be like why am i like that? why did i do that? (un less the person deserves it haha)when i hurt my friends la i mean....and guilt, to me is far worst than being upset....it's such a stupid thinking rite?besides though in feel upset when i got hurt, it would notlast for long...haha..i get fine real fast....like after watching ton ng's video,after listening to happy songs like recently i received from liern(haha thanks!) krusty songs..i feel alot better...
however to look in the other hand ,if i behave like this,as in have this kind of thinking...i guess i would easily take advantage of...oh well i guess there is more to life that i must learn...

i read the zodiac sign the beginning of this year...this year is a bad year for dragons..haha yes i am really supersticious haha...and also life (although it's a very old saying)is not a bed of roses..perhaps this is god's way of testing me....besides everytime when i open the papers...there are upsetting news eveyday...like for example today,a malay woman have to move from her bunglow to a small flat..becuz her sister morgaged her house to the bank and ran away...the point i guess is not really focusing on the big to small house,also a little to sister relationship..i mena i will feel equally bad if my sister did that...and the worst thing is that the malay woman still doesn't noe that she has to move out...


i guess everyone is having a hard year.....hope things will be better soon...jia you jia you!

good news my dog happy got better..haha thankfully..though still a little feverish..but he's better..thankfully he did not contract the diesease my previous dog contracted and well.. don't say lioa la..this kind of thing is really xie...ha ha ha no la no la...touch wood touch wood ha ha good luck good luck god luck(muz say one more time in case)good luck

posted by iRiS2U @ 2:00 AM