Wednesday, September 27, 2006

the sky and me

heart of gold

i read a book happy prince by oscar wilde recently..sure it may be a children book..but i think it's rather meaningful...it's a story about this statue of a happy prince,who used to live in this country that only happiness was allowed ,before he died and they made a statue out of him..
he was always smilng,but being in a city where many sad things happen,one day he finally shed a tear.whenever something happens in the city, he gave piece by piece of the gold and jewels on his body to save them from porverty.finally he had nothing left ,but the city weren't as poor as before..and the citizens led better life...howewver the heppy prince did not look as pretty as before..and the citizens got rid of him...one may think that that would be the end of the happy prince..but turns out he went to heaven..where god is....even the bird(he died before the happy princ was thrown away) who helped him give away the gold and jewels were there...
After reading this book,i then realised that in your life when you do a good deed,even if no one realised it,god knows..and you will be rewarded accordingly ...god is always fair i think...

i was always curious about what heaven look like,was it somethingf like those i see in chinese fairy tales like journey to the west? or perhaps like the one in the disney movie,hercules?probably that's why when i was young i love to look at the sky,the clouds and stuff..As i grow up,i began to notice more of the mother nature,once,when i woke up earlier around 6 am,i manged to catch the last of the sunrise..the clouds were pink..that scene seriously is much more amazing especially when you see for yourself.....i saw the sun set too! few days back...


will up load the picture too... soon..

i love to take pictures of the sky too!

so far i have not actually met a incident,where someone close to me actllay died and made me feel very upset..well there is..but probably becuz i was still very young i didn't understand ,thus didn't feel much...

the first time i actually faced death ,noe it and feel upset about it..is when my dog died..it was a poodle..and black one..knocked down by a car.. when my maid took him for an walk...i was still in primary school then..he used to come running to me when i came back from school on the school bus..but that day,he didn't ..i thought he was inside playing with my grand ma..but he wasn't..he was gone..forever...i cried bet i was the one of the very few though ..because i was the closest to him..besides my grand ma..i still remeberwhat he look like till now..he was a black but very skinny poodle..haha(never got fat)..he was the only one who played with me when i was alone...and at that time it's the first time when i realised that when someone dies he never returns.it's totally different from going for a long trip to somewhere...no matter how u miss the person no matter what you do,whatever..he or she will never come back...that's why it's important to treasure what you have now...i realised that...don't wait till you lose it...and start regretting..^-^

p.s recently so many things happen whether in singapore..for example there are many death reports in the new paper for example the girl who was made an orphan becuz her dad jumped of the building ,and today i read this article about this guy who was around 100+kg who died of heart attack..and there is many many more! in hong kong there was this mum who ock her kid in the suitcase becuz he was naughty and ironically it cost his death....

besides that,how about twin's gillan getting filmed by the hong kong media when she was changing(and it was the cover page for a mag..i mean ..that's is just plain nasty!)i mean if they did it so their mag will sell better,i think it's just a rather dirty trick!and also in thai ,taiwan political stuff(not very sure about the details la...)so many things happen..as if most of the countries around the world are having hard time now...i really hope things will get better soon! for everyone!

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