Saturday, August 23, 2008

misunderstood.
for some reason ,
i am starting to feel it only when i reach poly.
i don't care what others think,
but what upsets me,
is that even my family members see me in that kind of light.
but to me, whatever la,
you can bad mouth me however much you want,
you can see me in whatever angle you want.
i am too lazy to prove to you you're wrong about me.
i don't need other's reconition,
on whether i am a good person or not.
you judge yourself not others judge you.
they can say whatever they want,
think whatever they want to think.
its beyond my control.
in fact i have learned not to take some words seriously.
its a lonely world,
but you can't just try to get rid of your lonliness by just finding any random person to keep you company.
if you are unlucky,
i might just meet someone that will deepen your pain.
its not easy to meet someone who understands you,
whether friend or anythingelse,
so i just choose to wait,
and let nature take its course.
in the mean time,
i guess its important to learn how to enjoy your own company.
do your own thing,
lead your own life the way you want to,
without letting anybody interfere.
so sick and tired,
but have to get use to it.

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