OVer the RaInBoW

pink clouds

somehow i feel empty inside my heart,
like i am waiting for someone to fill it up,
not just anyone ,
but a soul mate,
companionship.
a person i think truly belongs there...
walked my journey for 20 years liao,
and still waiting.
i haven't even met a person who can really share my thoughts.
believe in what i believe in.
willing to seek more about the world with me.
when i say my thoughts,
people will laugh,
not becuz its childish,
its becuz they think its weird and strange.
but they are the stuff that mean so much to me,
and now,i don't just tell them to any tom dick or harry.
i will only share it with them,
if i think we are the same kind of people.
its not a tiring waiting process really.
i am not the social butterfly kind.
its more like awaiting ,
qi dai.


but then everybody have a different side that they are not willing to show anyone,
except the people near their hearts.
this side of a person is not easy to see.
i think no one even family members or closest friends can understand a person fully.
one knows him or herself best.
and so he should know him or herself best,
and not let themself get pulled on the nose so easily.


i use to like rainy weathers,but now i like warm sunny mornings when the sun isn't so glaring, around 8 to 9 am that kind of sunlight...

shall try to get a picture tmr....

i only want it to rain at night,
don't you find that during rainy nights,
you can sleep better?
maybe its just psychogical,
but it works for me.
haha

seldom see stars at night,
the sky is always filled with dark grey clouds,
streching across the sky.
sometimes i see pink clouds ,
my mum says its becuz it was too hot in the morning,
thus the color of the clouds.
she also say that if there is alot of stars at night it means its going to rain at night.
she always have funny reasons and answers
but that is becuz,
according to her
i always ask her stupid questions.


then she will scream her favourite phrase
"HOW I KNOW?!"

lol oh well...
day dreaming, still

posted by iRiS2U @ 7:18 PM