OVer the RaInBoW

what is the color i would use to describe lonliness?
grey ba...
when i asked my friend,
she said..black..
that bad...?
i asked,
but its no wonder,
she is sunshine cheer ful girl,
so most of her time is spend with people ,excitement,and activities.
so as the feeling of lonliness befall her ,
she probably will feel stronger about it compared to me,
which explains the darker tone in color.
i am actually quite use to that feeling,
in fact i think everyone will experience the feeling of lonliness..
so when you know you are not alone...
it makes you feel better.
i do not want to listen to songs that makes me daydream,make me wish,make me daydream
of an unrealistic fantasy scene.
rather face the truth..
i actually feel stronger,and well, more wordly(compared to me in sec school)ever since i stepped into poly.
probably its becuz i am more open up to the world ba..

been really thoughtful recently,
i think that wearing a mask,
in society,
not in front of the people you love la..otherwise its just damn sad.
is actually a way of surviving.
i think society is just so superficial.
like we always say physical outlook is not important,
but when you work,
people judge you from this point.
though its very superficial but ya people are like that what ..haha..
i can say i don't care what others think,
just say somethingt ,
point out a persons badpoint straight in his or her face,
but if you guys are partners,
or if the other eprson is your client,
you think you can afford to get in his or her nerves?
unless you want to ruin your life ba..haha
things gets so superficial,
as you grow up.
but its part of life ba...
there are somethings that you can't choose,whether or not you want to do it,
thats why i always say..
don't think life to be too perfect..
you'll be happier...

nothing is perfect in this world......my brother said some ancient person from the bible said that
its also beuz of our imperfection that makes us perfect...
haha whatever that meant..
its true....

p.s i didn't realised its friday tmr...oh no..it means i cannot be lazy already,
thankfully i don't have much work left wahaha.

posted by iRiS2U @ 10:49 PM