sometimes it just bother me so much when she thinks i'm a rotten person like a child who is not taught properly,like a perfectly good apple turn bad, to be direct in chinese its mei you jia jiao de hai zi.i wouldn't have minded if its my aunties or anyone from the outer circle(social circle of course)have said this..becuz i don't care about what they think.but i do care acout what she thinks..because she part of my family...i admit i am not independent enough but i am trying hard to break from this wen shi (that's chinese too)....the thing is that...sometimes when i try to feed back to her the things i am unhappy about,she takes it that i am scolding her..i am disrespecting her..she closes her door refuses to listen...and label me as a bad child who doesn't know how to respect her elders....i told this to one of my aunties..and probably she is going to speak to her about it....and guess what is her response"if you think i am nagging at you..then next time i won't say you anymore..i will only stop nagging at you after i die.."then she say stuffs like i don't know what i did wrong in my previous life..to have a daughter like you..i dpn't owe you single cent..what i am trying to say is that she makes comments are not only too serious too yan zhong,they are also irrelevant to the message i am trying to pass across....then my nosy smarty pants bro will act like hero.you know the kind of show bad daughter ,poor mother.....then the protagonist goes.."stop bullying her! she is your mother!" yup,that what my bro who think he knows alot says..you know how much that pisses me off...its like communication break down.....and my bro role in the situation is definetly not neccessary.....maybe one day i should really sit my mother down and speak to her ..i should probably choose a day..when i am in my most calm mood......or write her a letter....or just get my dad or my aunt to speak to her....
i am not a spoilt rotten apple...this is just your hallucinated vision of me...
if you are just willing to listen....
posted by iRiS2U @ 6:10 PM
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